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When Kindness Feels
Suspicious

You Don’t Need a Crisis to Begin

There’s a moment, often quiet and confusing, when someone offers you kindness, and instead of feeling comforted, you feel uneasy. You smile. You say thank you. But inside, something doesn’t settle.

It’s not that you don’t appreciate the gesture. It’s that your body doesn’t trust it. This isn’t a flaw. It’s a signal. And it often shows up in therapy, in relationships, and in moments of care that are meant to feel good, but don’t.

The Nervous System Remembers What Hurt

When someone has experienced relational harm, especially in moments that were
supposed to be safe, their nervous system learns to associate kindness with risk. A
gentle tone might echo manipulation. A thoughtful gesture might feel like a setup. Even
warmth can remind you of someone who later withdrew.

This isn’t overreacting. It’s remembering. The body isn’t confused, it’s protecting.

Suspicion Is a Form of Self-Protection

Suspicion doesn’t mean someone is broken. It means they’ve learned to be careful.
Kindness itself isn’t dangerous. But the context in which it’s received matters.

In therapy, this tension can be named without being pathologized. The goal isn’t to
override the discomfort, it’s to understand it. To notice it. To make space for it without
rushing toward trust.

What the Body Might Be Asking

Instead of asking, “Why can’t I just accept kindness?” consider asking, “What does this
remind me of?” or “What part of me doesn’t feel safe right now?”

These questions don’t erase the discomfort. But they make it less confusing. They allow
clients to engage with care slowly, without shame.

A Gentle Way to Say It Out Loud

If you’re in therapy, or any relationship, where kindness feels suspicious, you’re allowed
to name it. You might say:
“I want to receive this, but something in me feels unsure. I’m not rejecting you, I’m just
noticing what’s coming up.”

This kind of language doesn’t push people away. It creates clarity. It invites
understanding. It allows kindness to be received in layers.

Kindness Isn’t the Problem, History Is

When kindness feels suspicious, it’s not a sign of brokenness. It’s a sign that someone
has learned to protect themselves. With time, care can become less threatening. But
the first step is naming the discomfort, and honoring it.

Kindness doesn’t have to be rushed. It can be paced. It can be earned. And it can be
received, slowly, safely, and without apology.